Today I wish to know my own worth!!

Is my worth..the tears i shed
or the few smiles that came my way!!
Is my worth the false friends I made
or the true enemies I encountered!!
Is my worth the love i offered
or the hatred i recieved!
Is my worth the prayers you answered
or the curses I was born with!
Is it...the ruthless scars that were inflicted on me
or the beautiful soft embraces..

Is it the blemished soul...
Is it this broken heart...
Is it this restless mind...
Today I wish to know my own worth!!!
Please answer me..........