Days come by much easier now... Either the pain has become accustomed to me or vice versa. Whatsoever it may be, the tears have paused for now. But life continues to be an impossibly enigmatic and rather difficult path to tread..
Emotions still run astray and thoughts just aimlessly float around all the time.. I tend to feel unloved and unwanted here. That my existence makes simply no difference to anyone. With time, I will have all my answers. I just hope they are the ones that I can handle..
I need a purpose - a strong enough purpose that can drive me away from the present mess and towards a meaningful end. My current to-do list isn't convincing at all. Nevertheless, I will have to go along with it for the time being.