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All of a sudden I woke up...did i wake up from shallow sleep...or did i just wake up to the reality of life........ummm...dont know....everything of the past was a blur..very vague..i strained my mind to get rid of the haze..but the sight wasnt too comforting..there hardly had been any dreams fulfilled..only nightmares!!!loads of them..yet i hugged my dreams closely and tightly..after all they were the reason i was still moving on.but this very moment jolted me back to the cruelty of life....i find myself in a world that i knew existed but never confronted it.. well the time has arrived. and i think even i am tired of running away....

The face says it all, does it all!!


The world only takes you at your face value..does the face truly say it all??? What I feel, what I think is so immaterial…and only the plastic cover sums up my identity.
Today u’ll meet aplenty who talk at length about INNER BEAUTY, when they actually are out to promote and flaunt their exterior charm. And the reason they get to be there in the first place lecturing people is only coz of their outer self. Else why would neone listen to them
Who the hell cares about how you are?? I know there are people who can truly value a person and understand your worth but it’s a task such that searching for a needle in a haystack appears simpler.
As must be evident the reason I am writing is because I have not been blessed with drop dead stunning looks. Actually that would be a big thing...I don’t think I even demand a second look. But am I apologetic about it...of course not!! There was a time when I was but thank god I grew out of that ridiculousness with time. I realized there is more to my existence and I truly thank god for all that I have.But today I am giving a vent to my frustration (certainly not the first time) coz the world often makes u realize your shortcomings. And I guess I am unfortunate that I have not yet been able to overcome this emotion n end up getting hurt for no rhyme or reason. When I should actually have pity on all those people for their bigoted notion of an individual.
For Chris sake I am not an object meant for neone’s visual pleasure. I am a human and what exactly makes me a human is my ability of think and ability to feel. But who cares??

Reaching Out to your Soul..

When my tears float in your eyes
and your smiles I redefine
my thoughts fill up your world
the longing pierces like prickly pine
Bring your soul closer to mine!!

The gentle touch of winds feels like my embrace
when the dewdrop our love’s innocence define
flowers are more alluring than ever
and the moonlight mesmerizes, it is a sign
Bring your soul closer to mine!!

I promise to soak up all your pain
and the happiness we’ll combine
I propose all the love that ever be
and together make our abode a shrine
Please bring your soul closer to mine!!

Words often fail to convey
in silence, let the truth of love shine
never ever let go of faith
these threads are beautiful yet fine
Bring your soul closer to mine!!

When distances are immaterial
I live in your heart & you rest in mine
without one another our existence is incomplete
let our destinies marry to shape a fresh lifeline
Bring your soul closer to mine!!

I discovered you ages ago
just waiting for your soul to entwine
coz in the unison of souls
is the presence of divine..
Oh!! Please Bring Your Soul Closer to Mine!!

(Dedicated to Someone who continues to be a part of my imagination...COME ALIVE!! )

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I am missing him........yet again

Yet again……I found myself in agony
n yet again…he was there by my side
Its always been a mystery
I never ever had to reach out to him
I never had to wait
He always sensed my pain..
He arrived..lovingly looked at me in the eye
My vision blurred for moments
And then he gently touched my cheek
Stayed there with me for long….
Do not recollect when he withdrew
But as always I had been healed
By Him…..my best friend
He is the Drop of Tear that thrives on me
Others need someone to wipe their tears
I only want my tears to mend my broken heart………….my best friend.
I am missing him yet again…………….