In Mourning......

Today I stand at the graveyard..
mourning my own death...
yes, I died today.....
My tears choked me
The pain strangulated me
My love for someone pierced my heart
Yes the regrets n guilts abound..
There was so much I should have done
Even much more that I shdnt have
But I am happy n grateful for those rare moments
I loved and lived.....
I never got to see him for one last time...
Just wanted to hold his hand
and touch his face...
n rest in his arms...
n tell him just how thankful I am