February 5, 2008

Put an end to this Wait...


I have been trying to contact you for so many days..rather, months... infact..its been years...but you are always 'not reachable' or 'unavailable' .... Is it that you no more wish to communicate with me? Is it something I said or did? Or Is it that I am lacking in my efforts to get to you? What is it?? Tell me please... Hah!! I can be so dumb n idiotic at times (u r probably thinking 'almost all the time'..but we can save that for some other discussion) ...how would you possibly tell me the reason for not talking to me.. whn you rnt talking to me in the first place..


I need you.. I desperately need you.. Not to heal my pain..Not at all asking you to sort out my problems.. not even to grant me 'this wish' or 'that wish' ...Just want to talk to you.. one on one..So far, it was only about ME.. What I want...n How I want it..How much life sucks..No matter whatever you give me, its never never enough..But now, I want it to be about 'US'..I want to hear your comforting voice..Please come back!! Say all that you wish to...Talk to me!! Guide me...Lead me...Motivate me...Support me...Embrace me.. Just be with me My Lord!!! I cant seem to find you anywhere..anywhich way.... :(

3 comments:

Keshi said...

aww...HUGGGGGGGGS!

Dun look for God anywhere but in ur heart...

Keshi.

§ωατι §ετhι said...

Its within where I am looking.. but just not able to connect...the way I used to before.. these words emanated from those feelings... :)
Thanks Keshi! :)

Keshi said...

true..it happens to me too. Sometimes its just too hard to find Him...

::HUGS::

Keshi.